ShannonG3001

I am announcing that king of the Monsters is going to be coming to a close with a detailed summary and bonus ending and alternate universes! It might be a while because I do love the characters but if I'm honest I don't really have the motivation to write the ending/summaries. I'm sorry to you who read it and to myself... I WILL WRITE IT AAA
but also a new story is in the prowess right now and I have made art work as you will see on my Instagram but I will post it all after I release chapter one which will be very soon and I will see if people enjoy it, also yes, it's gay again, but the only response I have to that is that it makes me happy so I'm going to do it. Honestly I need to do things that make me happy because I'm hanging by a thread here. The story I will say though is a love triangle and multiple ending with the guys you choose. It does have a good plot though, a missing mother, family troubles, depression, anxiety, seeing and hearing things that aren't there (I can't spell the disorder 😂), a demon, taking over the world and coming face to face with emotions and feelings. 
I really hope you check it out because I think it's gonna be cool and I hope others feel the same! 

My new name is FictionalFoodie now so follow me on Instagram for:
More uploads of art, I upload more on there then here.
Photography
I'm more active on there
Updates on stories or my life

With stories and possibly art too. I have come to the point where I would think of a concept all the time, dwell on it and then realise it was stupid. It feels like the juice in my used to be creative mind has run out. I have no motivation or anything anymore. Honestly I could go on for hours how I feel right now but I'm going to say some things:
A: I feel like I have no future, that school and work is the only point in existence which I have never believed in until now. My life is a walking joke that's not even funny, it's just awkward that nobody wants to listen to, or they did but was disappointed with the outcome.
B: nobody is noticing my stories, I know they gets some views but there are no favourites or comments or anything. They are literally worthless.
C: I like writing my stories, the three I have written are what I thought to be really great but seeing that nobody cares just makes it not fun anymore. When I write a new story what keeps going on in my head is all the issues like ; will my family like it or will they bullshit in front of me like always? Will anybody even read this? Will people like it and will it start something new? Will people be annoyed? Will I get upset? Will I want to die like every fucking day???
D: I don't know what I'm going to do now. My dad said he would help me through my depression properly with fucking chores which at first I thought went well until I don't want to get up even more now because I have to either go to pointless school because of the hopeless future I have or do some fucking chores. But if I'm not writing, and not doodling for fun then my whole teen years will just be me studying or doing homework or over thinking even more!! I don't know my own disappointing life anymore.
E: nobody can help. Nobody! And don't come telling me "you can always talk if you need to" WHEN NO I FUCKING CANT!! Anytime I talk nothing ends well and it makes matters 10000000000x worse!! So no!! I have to suffer alone.
F: after King of the Monsters or a summary of the ending not only will I be away for a while but it is likely I won't be making stories anymore.
G: I'm giving up my only creativity... I hate it but I have no choice, you can't make something if there is nothing there to make.

my notifications are f**king PACKED!! like its ridiculous, and the reason why I follow so many people is because I know how it feels when you get a new watcher, you feel just, great inside no matter how many watchers you have. And why I never unfollow people is because again, I know that feeling and to know that for unknown reasons that somebody unfollowed you on Instagram and/or devientart just hurts but its not their fault and there is nothing you can do and its not a big deal but it still hurts. So I just want to say that if you find out I unfollowed you (I wont unfollow what I consider my friends, I mainly talking about popular or famous devients) I want you to know its not that I don't like your stuff I probably love it, its just I cannot have 2,000 notifications to go through, because if I follow someone, I WANT to see their stuff! but if I have a lot of other stuff in the way then I kinda don't want to, destroying the purpose of watching them in the first place. So don't feel offended I love your stuff I just don't have the room.
    (i'm a cartoon nerd)

I have a new story coming and the first part (in a word document) is 9 pages long and has 6702 words so it's pretty big! I also have my new laptop which means writing stories and my drawing tablet will be easier to use.
also my Instagram name has changed to Fictional_foodie_does_stuff now, I post story updates, photography, sketches and drawings, I am always on Instagram, I am on Instagram a lot more then devientart.